Sunday, September 09, 2012

Positive Energy

Being around a group of people younger than myself makes me feel old in a good way. I wouldn't use the word 'matured', because that would sound quite narcissistic, maybe? aha. Anyway, I meant to say that I feel the difference between how I used to see my course mates back in college, and how I see my uni course mates now. 

I've said in my previous posts that I am now taking one step at a time. Every day is a new day for me, and I always try to take everything with a positive mind. I used to dislike the lecturers, course mates, college, classes and this and that in college; but now, I guess I've learnt to observe and accept, like Sifu said, and I'm trying to apply it onto daily life.

Somehow, I feel like trying(my best) to give my current course mates positive energy, when I can. That way, I guess it would mean that I'm older for a reason. haha  

Did charity and got a Korean lunch set last Wednesday.
Wasn't filling enough, but other than that, it was good. :)
Back in college, I kinda lacked this sort of positive energy and friends who could bring me back onto the right track when/if I'm driven away by my negative emotions. So now, I guess it'd be good if I can guide the younger course mates a bit when they need help. But of course, first thing I need to do is to keep myself positive. :D

So far, things have been good. One step at a time, stay calm and go on. I wouldn't expect this smooth sail to last forever, though. I'll just take things neutrally. Expectations leads to disappointments, don't they?

So yeah, stay positive.

Cute thirst quenchers for the hot weather. I need these, really.
...but first, I gotta find a way to control my 'monthly emotions' before they get in my way of staying positive. I get so moody during a certain period of time every month, and it's almost uncontrollable(I especially hate it when I cry without even knowing why. Dang). Probably I should talk to my lecturer who does research in this related field to find out why. Good thing about being a Psychology student: free consultation from certified psychologists. hahaha 

Kidding.

Stay well.

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